dreams to fly to soar and be free but to what end to be free of this world in flesh and sadness one wonders oh i do wonder what this world will come to what will it come to close your eyes oh close your eyes and wonder if you are who you want to be. What is this life find purpose or do we just drink and be merry since tomorrow we die? hmm pointless meaningless the core the core it truly is empty so hollow but why or do you or one even sense it or not or is it closed off cause you are purposefully insensitive? one wonders if one if even honest with himself. one does.

In Christ,
Valkyri

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A Game to combine all Games A Game that grows upon itself But A Game that ultimately in the end makes and forces one to ask themselves "Why?"

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In the stock market, you must buy high and sell low...Wait! That's not right!
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Yes, I can be intelligent at times!!

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A Game to combine all Games A Game that grows upon itself But A Game that ultimately in the end makes and forces one to ask themselves "Why?"

Life
What is me? How does one get through it all? Why do we even go to work to work for our sustinence and pleasures but is that all. I do wonder. where passion has gone where vision has gone. i am tired of being tired of doing nothing for what is the point of doing nothing? Even if that nothing is music, shows, or a game or 2. Does it serve? But at the same time there is sometimes no right or wrong. So what then? For what is life. One must be honest and not allow ambition to take over. A balance must exist. The point is what is life. Why is life is it to remain

go manno co. she cah me no con nomen co go me no gohm she lo neem lo coo coonahlameem. dao gagorothrum manok coo. genga na muen daeren.

What I wonder is this life that I lead. With the help that i have i do wonder what i am being prepared for even before all that happened happened I knew that I was being prepared for it but not just that. What Oh Lord are you preparing for me to do. The sphere it never goes away. the idea. it never goes away. to create the sphere to create the network the core the database. the game. to ask why. to incorporate the language, do i ? Should I use what I learned what i spoke in that supposed demonic tongue should i use it I do wonder. What do i do? I truly am being honest when i write. for what i write is exactly what is in my mind at least in the format of english. sadly i am not able to put the pictures in here the true spirit the emotion that I mean to be the soul of it all. The feeling the dream that i have is to how do i put it in words? it is a sphere a spere a pure white ball gigantic in proportion. it is sphere with many seats inside on a single central floor. all arranged in circles. all in rows. all around the device that will bring them to see truly. not see as they as always they do. but see it (life) as it really is. to see what truly is. the truth that is life. the truth of us. the truth of why. sigh. but sadly one must slowly bring them to it for most people don't like to think about so immersed in life are they even i am the same. yet i live on thinkning always though not always oh i dont know how to say it. the language the written language it is just not enough. to explain it all. one must see it in different colors hear it in different tones and vice versa. one must slowly be brought in to see it help them be willing Freedom of choice must be preserved. in the end it must be up to them. still for the most part will most people have to be brought to the choice slowly. lord help me, oh help me.

What is this purpose that is life? i wonder. why man goes on. and goes on. never thinking on this. or looking on the grander picture that is life. or is it that it is a curse. or that man is just simply not allowed to see. i wonder. i suppose though one thinks too much. but is that not life?

The mold of this
world is turning your
mind, your essense
Come back, come back,
and remember.
Remember
The reason you did
not expose yourself
when you were young.
Remember.

the core is empty, so hollow, so hollow. Hollow. something anything
the core it is empty hollow without is nothing this does not describe well the core is empty the core is hollow. Meaningless.

something that would reveal one for who they are and not what they appear to be. Truly frightening as that is. That would make.... well we shall see. who can handle the truth that is this life that is this purpose of why. whom. .

In Christ,
Valkyri

P.S. pray on it, and think on it.

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A Game to combine all Games A Game that grows upon itself But A Game that ultimately in the end makes and forces one to ask themselves "Why?"

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A Game to combine all Games A Game that grows upon itself But A Game that ultimately in the end makes and forces one to ask themselves "Why?"

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proverbs 17:28
Even a fool, when he holdeth his peace, is counted wise: and he that shutteth his lips is esteemed a man of understanding.

proverbs 25:7
open rebuke is better than secret love.

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