From: *Western* Montana (Oh yeah we have computers!), USA
|How do I do this? I've reached a state of neutrality in everything I say...meaning I don't EVER mention GOD, JESUS, BIBLE. It really makes me sad how afraid I am of saying I'm a Christian. I think I need to actually TELL everone now...starting with people on my bus...I don't like the swearing, I don't like the things said there...They have no idea what I think.
It's worst, as an overlooked side effect of being neutral, when I say something that contradicts what I believe...I ABSOLUTELY HATE HOW I HAVE THE HABIT OF SAYING F*** WHEN I'M UPSET, OR IN CASUAL TALKING ON THE BUS...COME ON!
Really, I don't think I've ever been used to help bring someone to GOD...