there are 2 things who interest me , ME and THE OTHER,
so i think Jesus is true ,because i m feeling true.
not just because the idea is nice , but because the idea is over me, cant explain
but something feeling is power , and see is power , how can i say , sometime
i m great and good, feel in god . very nice sensation but very hard to live,
in this time my interest is for the OTHER,
but in contradiction sometime i feel bad, i don't have power, don't have trust in me,
i dont mind about the other and i don't listen the little voice (who is great) who tell me
take it easy , take is as it come ,and do your best,
i think in this moment my interest is for ME, so i dont listen , i put my arms down and
i am hungry ,very bad with the other (but i know i love them) .
so , i m chaotic , some time i feel angel , other time (more often ) i feel like deamon,
i don't like to be bad with the other , but i dont think about us , so i like a baby
"very capricieux in french" . i hate to be like that but i am like that.
someone tell that , act for the truth and the truth will come, for me
it s like that: i had the truth but i forgot the act of truth ,sorry to borried you with my
poor english , and with my obscur mind.
i only know one thing (but it s not the least)
love is true , god is true , i am true
bye

It's a condition we all live with

-Krylar

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why the desire for death. pourquoi ce desir de la mort
A clean paper or a pure un papier vierge ou la purete
white wall one false d'un mur blanc, une fausse
line,a scratcn,a mistake ligne,une rature une faute
unerasable.so obscure ineffacable .si obscure
by adding million other en ajoutant des millions d'autres
tracing,blend it, decalqués,brouille-la,
cover over recouvre-la
but original scratch mais la rature originelle
remains,written in reste, ecrite en
gold blood,shining. sang d'or, brillante.

Desire for a perfect life. Désir d'une vie parfaite.

Nigadv uha asgani ale ulosvgi squalai unelanvhi wagalvladiyv

In English:

All have sinned and fall short of God's Glory

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Regards,

Brice

Lost Reflections -- When your life comes crumbling down around you, can you count on the one person who has never been there for you? Lost Reflections is a heart warming story of personal redemption and second chances.

as you are so passionate about being chaotic, it's interesting to read but as Krylar and Lost have sought to minimise your chaos, so do I

this reminds me so much of the thread I started on the ten commandments a few months back

BTW
very welcome to CCN young lady

how did you come to join up on here anyways ?

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from your old mate
c h i e f y
global chiefy to yer old seadog seafarin' mateys

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"If I find myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world!"
-C. S. Lewis

--D-SIPL